Late night....I know its been a while since I've posted. There has been so much on my mind and so much going on I could barely separate my thoughts to blog. Well tonight I have a treat.... a late night freestyle....it is very dear to me, cried while composing. Below is some mood music (what I listened to while I wrote) I suggest listening while reading. Hopefully you will feel me on this....if not.... oh well, I'm sure the person it is about feels it (has no idea this has been written) but I feel his presence heavily in my shandoh lately, and especially tonight.
My love
I feel your presence
In ways unimaginable to the common
I breathe your memory
I shiver at the thought of our love
The pace of my heart is faster
When I hear your name
Subconsciously I await your return
When I can again be your Queen
I shed a tear at the thought
We may never again be
I shed a tear when I remember
Just how beautifully imperfect it was
My soul yearns to be touched by your hands
How strong
I remember the overwhelming sense of security
Your smile
Forced a smile upon my young face
My vision blurred
All I could see was your majesty
Divinity
Your mind filled my heart with purity
Unforsaken
Uninvited
I live in your thoughts
You haunt me in my dreams
Unaware of your power
Oblivious of my devotion
I live for you
Better myself for you
I wish
For
You
For with you I am I
My thoughts wear your name
My music whispers your love
These feelings uncontrolled
And the best is yet to be told…….
And here is where I close the diary and attempt to dream good dreams
Thank you for reading
The A~nomaly
